Sometimes I imagine I am sat on a bench next to a stranger who asks if I’m ok and I tell them literally everything. .
Because I don’t particularly have anyone to do that with in a non biased way. My mind hurts :-/ it’s doesn’t want to heal this time. Things are getting worse. Ok, time to switch off.. Turn off stupid brain :(
Actually had a nice day at work today! Our old locum Pharmacist was there instead of our usual one. MY god, what a difference.. everyone was happy and relaxed. There was no tension nor stress…. Shame though, she was only here for one day :(. This is why I need to leave, I do not wish to feel this way. I was dreading going into work today, but it turn’t out nice but I shouldnt dread going to work.
I applied for a job earlier :] not just any job either. This one I like the look of.